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- BREVE FRA OG TIL C. HOSTRUP BR...
- 1838 sender Houstrup, Jens Christian recipient Mynster, Christian Ludvig Nicolai
- 1841-02-18 sender Houstrup, Jens Christian recipient Mantzius, Kristian Andreas Leopold
- 1842-01-27 sender Mynster, Christian Ludvig Nicolai recipient Houstrup, Jens Christian
- 1842-03-19 sender Houstrup, Jens Christian recipient Mynster, Christian Ludvig Nicolai
- 1842-08 sender Houstrup, Jens Christian recipient Mynster, Christian Ludvig Nicolai
- 1842-08-11 sender Mynster, Christian Ludvig Nicolai recipient Houstrup, Jens Christian Roskilde
- 1842-08 sender Mynster, Christian Ludvig Nicolai recipient Houstrup, Jens Christian Roskilde
- 1842 sender Houstrup, Jens Christian recipient Mynster, Christian Ludvig Nicolai
- 1842 sender Mynster, Christian Ludvig Nicolai recipient Houstrup, Jens Christian
- 1842-12-26 sender Mynster, Christian Ludvig Nicolai recipient Houstrup, Jens Christian
- 1837/1892 sender Houstrup, Jens Christian recipient Mynster, Christian Ludvig Nicolai
- 1819/1879 sender Mynster, Christian Ludvig Nicolai recipient Houstrup, Jens Christian
- 1843-12-31 sender Houstrup, Jens Christian recipient Mynster, Christian Ludvig Nicolai
- 1844 sender Mynster, Christian Ludvig Nicolai recipient Houstrup, Jens Christian
- 1844-11-16 sender Houstrup, Jens Christian recipient Mynster, Christian Ludvig Nicolai København Berlin
- 1844-12-14 sender Houstrup, Jens Christian recipient Mynster, Christian Ludvig Nicolai
- 1845-01 sender Plough, Parmo Carl recipient Houstrup, Jens Christian
- 1845-01-21 sender Houstrup, Jens Christian recipient Mynster, Christian Ludvig Nicolai
- 1845-02-13 sender Houstrup, Jens Christian recipient Mynster, Christian Ludvig Nicolai
- 1845-03-06 sender Houstrup, Jens Christian recipient Mantzius, Kristian Andreas Leopold København
- 1845-03-18 sender Houstrup, Jens Christian recipient Mynster, Christian Ludvig Nicolai København
- 1845-07 sender Houstrup, Jens Christian recipient Mynster, Christian Ludvig Nicolai Kokkedal
- 1845-09-12 sender Houstrup, Jens Christian recipient Mynster, Christian Ludvig Nicolai Kokkedal Napoli
- 1845-11-02 sender Houstrup, Jens Christian recipient Mantzius, Kristian Andreas Leopold
- 1846-05-08 sender Houstrup, Jens Christian recipient Mynster, Christian Ludvig Nicolai Kokkedal
- 1846-07-04 sender Houstrup, Jens Christian recipient Mynster, Christian Ludvig Nicolai Kokkedal
- 1846-07/1846-12 sender Houstrup, Jens Christian recipient Mynster, Christian Ludvig Nicolai Kokkedal
- 1847-04-27 sender Houstrup, Jens Christian recipient Ingemann, Bernhard Severin
- 1847-04-29 sender Houstrup, Jens Christian recipient Ingemann, Bernhard Severin
- 1847-04-30 sender Ingemann, Bernhard Severin recipient Houstrup, Jens Christian Sorø
- 1892-01-11 sender Andersen Bille , Carl Steen recipient Houstrup, Jens Christian Holbæk
- 1847-09/1847-10 sender Houstrup, Jens Christian recipient Mynster, Christian Ludvig Nicolai
- 1847-12-14 sender Ingemann, Bernhard Severin recipient Houstrup, Jens Christian Sorø
- 1811/1885 sender Mynster, Christian Ludvig Nicolai recipient Houstrup, Jens Christian
- 1848 sender Houstrup, Jens Christian recipient Mynster, Christian Ludvig Nicolai
- 1848-12-19 sender Andersen, Hans Christian recipient Houstrup, Jens Christian
- 1849-03-31 sender Ingemann, Bernhard Severin recipient Houstrup, Jens Christian Sorø
- 1849-04-11 sender Houstrup, Jens Christian recipient Ingemann, Bernhard Severin
- 1849-04-13 sender Ingemann, Bernhard Severin recipient Houstrup, Jens Christian Sorø
- 1849-07 sender Houstrup, Jens Christian recipient Mynster, Christian Ludvig Nicolai
- 1850-05-31 sender Heiberg, Johan Ludvig recipient Houstrup, Jens Christian
- 1850-08 sender Houstrup, Jens Christian recipient Ingemann, Bernhard Severin
- 1850-09-28 sender Ingemann, Bernhard Severin recipient Houstrup, Jens Christian Sorø
- 1850-11-17 sender Houstrup, Jens Christian recipient Ingemann, Bernhard Severin København
- 1851-02-10 sender Ingemann, Bernhard Severin recipient Houstrup, Jens Christian Sorø
- 1851-03-17 sender Heiberg, Johan Ludvig recipient Houstrup, Jens Christian København
- 1851-07 sender Houstrup, Jens Christian recipient Nicolaysen, Vilhelm Bernhoft
- 1851-08-02 sender Houstrup, Jens Christian recipient Nicolaysen, Vilhelm Bernhoft
- 1851-08-03 sender Wiehe, Michael Rosing recipient Houstrup, Jens Christian Fredensborg Slot
- 1851-09-06 sender Hauch, Johannes Carsten recipient Houstrup, Jens Christian Frederiksberg Slot
- 1851-09-10 sender Ingemann, Bernhard Severin recipient Houstrup, Jens Christian
- 1851-09-29 sender Houstrup, Jens Christian recipient Nicolaysen, Vilhelm Bernhoft
- 1851-12-31 sender Houstrup, Jens Christian recipient Nicolaysen, Vilhelm Bernhoft
- 1852 sender Houstrup, Jens Christian recipient Nicolaysen, Vilhelm Bernhoft
- 1852-06-02 sender Hertz, Henrik recipient Houstrup, Jens Christian København
- 1852-04-01/1852-10-01 sender Houstrup, Jens Christian recipient Nicolaysen, Vilhelm Bernhoft
- 1852-07-04 sender Houstrup, Jens Christian recipient
- Fra C. Hostrups Udenlandsrejse...
- 1852-10-12 sender Houstrup, Jens Christian recipient Irgens, Anne Lene Johanne Leipzig
- 1852-10-19 sender Houstrup, Jens Christian recipient Irgens, Anne Lene Johanne Wien
- 1852-10-28 sender Houstrup, Jens Christian recipient Irgens, Anne Lene Johanne Wien
- 1852-11-04 sender Houstrup, Jens Christian recipient Irgens, Anne Lene Johanne Venedig
- 1852-11-11 sender Houstrup, Jens Christian recipient Irgens, Anne Lene Johanne Mantova
- 1852-11-16 sender Houstrup, Jens Christian recipient Irgens, Anne Lene Johanne Firenze
- 1852-11-22 sender Houstrup, Jens Christian recipient Nicolaysen, Vilhelm Bernhoft Firenze
- 1852-11-23 sender Houstrup, Jens Christian recipient Irgens, Anne Lene Johanne Firenze
- 1852-12-06 sender Houstrup, Jens Christian recipient Irgens, Anne Lene Johanne Siena
- 1852-12-09 sender Houstrup, Jens Christian recipient Irgens, Anne Lene Johanne Orvieto
- 1852-12-12 sender Houstrup, Jens Christian recipient Irgens, Anne Lene Johanne Rom
- 1852-12-28 sender Houstrup, Jens Christian recipient Irgens, Anne Lene Johanne Rom
- 1853-01-17 sender Houstrup, Jens Christian recipient Irgens, Anne Lene Johanne Rom
- 1853-02-02/1853-02-05 sender Houstrup, Jens Christian recipient Irgens, Anne Lene Johanne Rom
- 1853-02-10/1853-02-12 sender Houstrup, Jens Christian recipient Irgens, Anne Lene Johanne Rom
- 1853-03-26/1853-03-30 sender Houstrup, Jens Christian recipient Irgens, Anne Lene Johanne Rom
- 1853-04-05 sender Zinck, Otto Christian recipient Houstrup, Jens Christian
- 1853-04-10 sender Houstrup, Jens Christian recipient Irgens, Anne Lene Johanne Rom
- 1853-04-19 sender Houstrup, Jens Christian recipient Irgens, Anne Lene Johanne Napoli
- 1853-04-27 sender Houstrup, Jens Christian recipient Irgens, Anne Lene Johanne Napoli
- 1853-05-10 sender Houstrup, Jens Christian recipient Irgens, Anne Lene Johanne Chiavenna
- Breve fra Aarene 1853—92.
- 1853-06-20 sender Houstrup, Jens Christian recipient Nicolaysen, Vilhelm Bernhoft København
- 1853-08-04 sender Hauch, Johannes Carsten recipient Houstrup, Jens Christian
- 1853-08-05 sender Houstrup, Jens Christian recipient Mantzius, Kristian Andreas Leopold
- 1853-08-14 sender Mynster, Christian Ludvig Nicolai recipient Houstrup, Jens Christian Roskilde
- 1853-08 sender Houstrup, Jens Christian recipient Mynster, Christian Ludvig Nicolai
- 1853-09-16 sender Mynster, Christian Ludvig Nicolai recipient Houstrup, Jens Christian Næstved
- 1853 sender Houstrup, Jens Christian recipient Mynster, Christian Ludvig Nicolai
- 1853 sender Houstrup, Jens Christian recipient Mynster, Christian Ludvig Nicolai
- 1853 sender Houstrup, Jens Christian recipient Richardt, Christian
- 1854-01-03 sender Houstrup, Jens Christian recipient Nicolaysen, Vilhelm Bernhoft
- 1854-02-12/1854-02-18 sender Mynster, Christian Ludvig Nicolai recipient Houstrup, Jens Christian Næstved
- 1854-02-21 sender Houstrup, Jens Christian recipient Mynster, Christian Ludvig Nicolai
- 1854-03-04 sender Houstrup, Jens Christian recipient Nicolaysen, Vilhelm Bernhoft
- 1854-05 sender Houstrup, Jens Christian recipient Nicolaysen, Vilhelm Bernhoft
- 1854-05 sender Houstrup, Jens Christian recipient Nicolaysen, Vilhelm Bernhoft
- 1854-05-19 sender Heiberg, Johan Ludvig recipient Houstrup, Jens Christian
- 1854-05-19 sender Houstrup, Jens Christian recipient Richardt, Christian
- 1854-05-01/1854-10-01 sender Houstrup, Jens Christian recipient Mynster, Christian Ludvig Nicolai
- 1854-08-10 sender Mantzius, Kristian Andreas Leopold recipient Houstrup, Jens Christian Paris
- 1854-08-12 sender Mynster, Christian Ludvig Nicolai recipient Houstrup, Jens Christian Roskilde
- 1854-08-22 sender Houstrup, Jens Christian recipient Mynster, Christian Ludvig Nicolai
- 1854-09-08 sender Mynster, Christian Ludvig Nicolai recipient Houstrup, Jens Christian Næstved
- 1854-09-15 sender Houstrup, Jens Christian recipient Mynster, Christian Ludvig Nicolai
- 1854-09-19 sender Ingemann, Bernhard Severin recipient Houstrup, Jens Christian Sorø
- 1854-10 sender Houstrup, Jens Christian recipient Hostrup, Christiane Georgine Elisabeth
- 1854-11-21 sender Houstrup, Jens Christian recipient Nicolaysen, Vilhelm Bernhoft
- 1855-03-01 sender Houstrup, Jens Christian recipient Nicolaysen, Vilhelm Bernhoft
- 1855-03-09 sender Mynster, Christian Ludvig Nicolai recipient Houstrup, Jens Christian Næstved
- 1855-03-13 sender Heiberg, Johan Ludvig recipient Houstrup, Jens Christian
- 1855-05-03 sender Houstrup, Jens Christian recipient Hostrup, Christiane Georgine Elisabeth Frederiksberg
- 1855 sender Houstrup, Jens Christian recipient Hostrup, Christiane Georgine Elisabeth
- 1855-05-16 sender Houstrup, Jens Christian recipient Nicolaysen, Vilhelm Bernhoft
- 1855-06-20 sender Houstrup, Jens Christian recipient Nicolaysen, Vilhelm Bernhoft
- 1855-06 sender Houstrup, Jens Christian recipient Mynster, Christian Ludvig Nicolai
- 1855-06-27 sender Claudi, Julius recipient Houstrup, Jens Christian Jelling
- 1855-06-29 sender Ingemann, Bernhard Severin recipient Houstrup, Jens Christian Hostrup, Christiane Georgine Elisabeth Sorø
- 1855-07-07 sender Houstrup, Jens Christian recipient Ingemann, Bernhard Severin Hellebæk
- 1855-09-03 sender Houstrup, Jens Christian recipient Nicolaysen, Vilhelm Bernhoft Frederiksberg
- 1855-09-10 sender Houstrup, Jens Christian recipient Plough, Parmo Carl
- 1855-09-24 sender Mynster, Christian Ludvig Nicolai recipient Houstrup, Jens Christian Næstved
- 1855-11-30 sender Houstrup, Jens Christian recipient Ingemann, Bernhard Severin
- 1855-12-11 sender Ingemann, Bernhard Severin recipient Houstrup, Jens Christian Sorø
- 1857-01-15 sender Houstrup, Jens Christian recipient Nicolaysen, Vilhelm Bernhoft Silkeborg
- 1857 sender Hauch, Johannes Carsten recipient Houstrup, Jens Christian
- 1857-11-05 sender Houstrup, Jens Christian recipient Nicolaysen, Vilhelm Bernhoft Silkeborg
- 1858-01-12 sender Houstrup, Jens Christian recipient Mynster, Christian Ludvig Nicolai Silkeborg
- 1858-02-22 sender Houstrup, Jens Christian recipient Hauch, Johannes Carsten Silkeborg
- 1858 sender Houstrup, Jens Christian recipient Nicolaysen, Vilhelm Bernhoft Silkeborg
- 1859-03-18 sender Hauch, Johannes Carsten recipient Houstrup, Jens Christian København
- 1859-06-06 sender Houstrup, Jens Christian recipient Richardt, Christian Silkeborg
- 1860-01-09 sender Houstrup, Jens Christian recipient Hauch, Johannes Carsten Silkeborg
- 1860-03-11 sender Krebs, Conrad Peter Julius (C.P.J.) recipient Houstrup, Jens Christian København
- 1860-05-10 sender Houstrup, Jens Christian recipient Hauch, Johannes Carsten Silkeborg
- 1860-12-07 sender Houstrup, Jens Christian recipient Mynster, Christian Ludvig Nicolai Silkeborg
- 1860-12-30 sender Houstrup, Jens Christian recipient Plough, Parmo Carl Silkeborg
- 1861-01-11 sender Houstrup, Jens Christian recipient Plough, Parmo Carl Silkeborg
- 1861-02-01 sender Houstrup, Jens Christian recipient Richardt, Christian Silkeborg
- 1861-02-20 sender Houstrup, Jens Christian recipient Mynster, Christian Ludvig Nicolai Silkeborg
- 1818/1892 sender Houstrup, Jens Christian recipient Mynster, Christian Ludvig Nicolai
- 1861-03-08 sender Houstrup, Jens Christian recipient Nicolaysen, Vilhelm Bernhoft Silkeborg
- 1861-03-14 sender Houstrup, Jens Christian recipient Plough, Parmo Carl Silkeborg
- 1861-04-08 sender Houstrup, Jens Christian recipient Mynster, Christian Ludvig Nicolai Silkeborg
- 1861-05-10 sender Houstrup, Jens Christian recipient Hauch, Johannes Carsten Silkeborg
- 1861-05-19 sender Houstrup, Jens Christian recipient Mynster, Christian Ludvig Nicolai Silkeborg
- 1861-06-05 sender Grundtvig, Svend Hersleb recipient Houstrup, Jens Christian Fredericia
- 1861-06-27 sender Houstrup, Jens Christian recipient Plough, Parmo Carl Silkeborg
- 1861-07-08 sender Houstrup, Jens Christian recipient Nicolaysen, Vilhelm Bernhoft Silkeborg
- 1861-10-16 sender Hartman, Johan Peter Emilius recipient Houstrup, Jens Christian København
- 1861-11-08 sender Houstrup, Jens Christian recipient Mynster, Christian Ludvig Nicolai Silkeborg
- 1861 sender Hauch, Johannes Carsten recipient Houstrup, Jens Christian
- 1861-12-01 sender Houstrup, Jens Christian recipient Hauch, Johannes Carsten Silkeborg
- 1861-12-04 sender Hauch, Johannes Carsten recipient Houstrup, Jens Christian
- 1861-12-23 sender Houstrup, Jens Christian recipient Plough, Parmo Carl
- 1862-01-23 sender Houstrup, Jens Christian recipient Plough, Parmo Carl Silkeborg
- 1862-05-04 sender Winther, Rasmus Villads Christian Ferdinand recipient Houstrup, Jens Christian København
- 1862-09-06 sender Winther, Rasmus Villads Christian Ferdinand recipient Houstrup, Jens Christian
- 1862-11-14 sender Hauch, Johannes Carsten recipient Houstrup, Jens Christian
- 1863-03-17 sender Houstrup, Jens Christian recipient Nicolaysen, Vilhelm Bernhoft Hillerød
- 1863-10-28 sender Houstrup, Jens Christian recipient Hauch, Johannes Carsten Hillerød
- 1864-01-04 sender Houstrup, Jens Christian recipient Mynster, Christian Ludvig Nicolai Hillerød
- 1864-05-03 sender Houstrup, Jens Christian recipient Neergaard, Alfred Johannes Hillerød
- 1864-08-19 sender Houstrup, Jens Christian recipient Mynster, Christian Ludvig Nicolai Hillerød
- 1864 sender Houstrup, Jens Christian recipient Mynster, Christian Ludvig Nicolai
- 1865-02-28 sender Houstrup, Jens Christian recipient Mynster, Christian Ludvig Nicolai Hillerød
- 1865-10-26 sender Houstrup, Jens Christian recipient Mynster, Christian Ludvig Nicolai Hillerød
- 1866-10-26 sender Houstrup, Jens Christian recipient Mynster, Christian Ludvig Nicolai Hillerød
- 1866-11-09 sender Houstrup, Jens Christian recipient Mynster, Christian Ludvig Nicolai Hillerød
- 1866 sender Houstrup, Jens Christian recipient Richardt, Christian Hillerød
- 1867-01-14 sender Houstrup, Jens Christian recipient Mynster, Christian Ludvig Nicolai Hillerød
- 1867 sender Houstrup, Jens Christian recipient Mynster, Christian Ludvig Nicolai
- 1867-01-18 sender Houstrup, Jens Christian recipient Nicolaysen, Vilhelm Bernhoft Hillerød
- 1867-03-08 sender Mantzius, Kristian Andreas Leopold recipient Houstrup, Jens Christian København
- 1867-07-16 sender Houstrup, Jens Christian recipient Mynster, Christian Ludvig Nicolai Hillerød
- 1868-01-10 sender Houstrup, Jens Christian recipient Nicolaysen, Vilhelm Bernhoft Hillerød
- 1868-01-25 sender Houstrup, Jens Christian recipient Plough, Parmo Carl Hillerød
- 1869-02 sender Houstrup, Jens Christian recipient Mynster, Christian Ludvig Nicolai Hillerød
- 1869-03-17 sender Houstrup, Jens Christian recipient Nicolaysen, Vilhelm Bernhoft Hillerød
- 1869-07-01 sender Houstrup, Jens Christian recipient Nicolaysen, Vilhelm Bernhoft Hillerød
- 1869-12-18 sender Houstrup, Jens Christian recipient Nicolaysen, Vilhelm Bernhoft Hillerød
- 1818/1892 sender Houstrup, Jens Christian recipient Mynster, Christian Ludvig Nicolai Hillerød
- 1870-08-12 sender Hauch, Johannes Carsten recipient Houstrup, Jens Christian Hellebæk
- 1871-09-20 sender Winther, Rasmus Villads Christian Ferdinand recipient Houstrup, Jens Christian
- 1873-02-24 sender Houstrup, Jens Christian recipient Nicolaysen, Vilhelm Bernhoft Hillerød
- 1874-05-21 sender Houstrup, Jens Christian recipient Nicolaysen, Vilhelm Bernhoft Hillerød
- 1874-10-12 sender Houstrup, Jens Christian recipient Mynster, Christian Ludvig Nicolai Hillerød
- 1875-12-04 sender Houstrup, Jens Christian recipient Mynster, Christian Ludvig Nicolai Hillerød
- 1875-12-17 sender Houstrup, Jens Christian recipient Mynster, Christian Ludvig Nicolai Hillerød
- 1876-03-06 sender Houstrup, Jens Christian recipient Spur, Christian Hillerød
- 1878-04-02 sender Houstrup, Jens Christian recipient Richardt, Christian Hillerød
- 1878-11-15 sender Houstrup, Jens Christian recipient Mynster, Christian Ludvig Nicolai Frederiksberg
- 1878-12-30 sender Boisen, Frederik Engelhardt recipient Houstrup, Jens Christian Stege
- 1880-03-10 sender Houstrup, Jens Christian recipient Mynster, Christian Ludvig Nicolai Hillerød
- 1880-04-01 sender Houstrup, Jens Christian recipient Mynster, Christian Ludvig Nicolai Hillerød
- 1880-07-10 sender Houstrup, Jens Christian recipient Mynster, Christian Ludvig Nicolai Hillerød
- 1880-10-09 sender Houstrup, Jens Christian recipient Poulsen, Emil Hillerød
- 1880-10-15 sender Poulsen, Emil recipient Houstrup, Jens Christian København
- 1880-11-07 sender Hennings, Betty Mathilde recipient Houstrup, Jens Christian
- 1880-11-23 sender Drachman, Holger Henrik Herholdt recipient Houstrup, Jens Christian København
- 1880-11-23 sender Poulsen, Emil recipient Houstrup, Jens Christian København
- 1880-11 sender Bjørnson, Bjørnstjerne recipient Houstrup, Jens Christian Amerika
- 1881-01-08 sender Houstrup, Jens Christian recipient Poulsen, Emil Hillerød
- 1881-01-13 sender Mynster, Christian Ludvig Nicolai recipient Houstrup, Jens Christian
- 1881-01-20 sender Houstrup, Jens Christian recipient Mynster, Christian Ludvig Nicolai Hillerød
- 1881-01-21 sender Hennings, Betty Mathilde recipient Houstrup, Jens Christian
- 1881-02-02 sender Kielland, Aleksandar Lange recipient Houstrup, Jens Christian Stavanger
- 1881-02-09 sender Mynster, Christian Ludvig Nicolai recipient Houstrup, Jens Christian
- 1881-02-11 sender Houstrup, Jens Christian recipient Mynster, Christian Ludvig Nicolai Hillerød
- 1881-02-15 sender Houstrup, Jens Christian recipient Spur, Christian Hillerød
- 1881-12-31 sender Houstrup, Jens Christian recipient Mynster, Christian Ludvig Nicolai Frederiksberg
- 1882-03-09 sender Houstrup, Jens Christian recipient Mynster, Christian Ludvig Nicolai
- 1882-04-19 sender Mynster, Christian Ludvig Nicolai recipient Houstrup, Jens Christian
- 1882-12-15 sender Mynster, Christian Ludvig Nicolai recipient Houstrup, Jens Christian
- 1883-05 sender Mynster, Christian Ludvig Nicolai recipient Houstrup, Jens Christian
- 1883-10-26 sender Houstrup, Jens Christian recipient Mynster, Christian Ludvig Nicolai
- 1883-11-04 sender Houstrup, Jens Christian recipient Mynster, Christian Ludvig Nicolai
- 1885-04-25 sender Wexelsen, Frederik Nannestad recipient Houstrup, Jens Christian Trondhjem
- 1885-11-15 sender Caianello, Anne Charlotte Leffler recipient Houstrup, Jens Christian Stockholm
- 1886-03-15 sender Houstrup, Jens Christian recipient Poulsen, Emil
- 1886-05-09 sender Houstrup, Jens Christian recipient Poulsen, Emil
- 1887-02-05 sender Houstrup, Jens Christian recipient Plough, Parmo Carl
- 1887-02-06 sender Plough, Parmo Carl recipient Houstrup, Jens Christian
- 1887-05-22 sender Drachman, Holger Henrik Herholdt recipient Houstrup, Jens Christian Frederiksberg
- 1887-05-22 sender Collett, Camilla recipient Houstrup, Jens Christian København
- 1888-01-13 sender Houstrup, Jens Christian recipient Poulsen, Emil
- 1888-04-02 sender Ibsen, Henrik recipient Houstrup, Jens Christian München
- 1892-01-10 sender Sinding, Anna Elga Augusta recipient Houstrup, Jens Christian
- 1892-01 sender Houstrup, Jens Christian recipient Hostrup, Helge
- EFTERSKRIFT.
Alle forekomster
C. Hostrup til L. Mynster.
Uden Datum.
Hvorfor kan jeg aldrig blive forelsket? Jeg har nu dog naaet en antagelig Alder, jeg har mere end nok af Kjød og Blod, og jeg har vel ogsaa ligesaa megen Følelse, som de fleste Forelskede. s. 35Og dog er jeg aldrig engang kommen saa vidt, at jeg har faaet lavet mig en Smule Kvinde-Ideal at sværme for. Blot enkelte Sommeraftener, naar jeg har gaaet alene i en Skov o. s. v., har jeg følt ubestemte Længsler, som jeg maatte antage for Amors præexistentielle Rørelser ; jeg har uvilkaarlig maattet trykke Haanden mod Hjertet og sukke. Men naar jeg saa kom ud til Stranden og Aftenrøden, da følte jeg, at min Længsel havde et andet Maal, da vilde jeg blot blive siddende paa min Steen ude i Vandet og høre paa den tungsindige Skvulpen og stirre ind i den røde Evighed og svinde hen i den stille Aftenluft. Kun en eneste Aften har jeg været lidt forelsket, det var en Maaned, før jeg blev Student. Det var den første Gang, jeg følte, at jeg var bleven voxen, skjøndt jeg var 19½ Aar. En heel Mængde herkuliske Planer og søde Forhaabninger holdt mig vaagen den halve Nat; først spadserede jeg saa længe forbi hendes Huus, til ethvert Lys deri var slukket, og siden gik jeg hjem og lagde mig i mit Vindue og saae paa Maanen; det var ogsaa første Gang, jeg forstod dens Physiognomi.
Senere har jeg været velvillig stemt mod flere unge Piger, meest fordi de har holdt af mine Søstre; jeg har vel ogsaa somme Tider gjort flaut Cour (som jeg bag efter inderlig har fortrudt), men Eros har aldrig villet ridse mig med sin Piil. Jeg veed nok, jeg mangler Sands for Formskjønhed; Fru Heiberg forekommer mig langt smukkere end s. 36Madam Holst; det sidste Portræt af Luther, der hang hos Reitzel, meget smukkere end Thorvaldsens — eller nogensomhelst Venus. Arentzen siger, at jeg, naar jeg taler med Folk, altid hænger ved deres Øjne; saa meget er vist, at det er det eneste, jeg klart kan erindre af deres Udvortes.
Anledningen til denne Dagbogshistorie er følgende: Jeg fik i Aftes fat paa nogle erotiske Digte af Goethe og læste dem med samme Fornemmelse som alle erotiske Digte. Uagtet jeg nok kan erkjende deres Fortræffelighed, kan jeg dog ikke rigtig komme ind i dem som i anden Lyrik, som Schack Staffeldts — Ewalds: «Til Sjælen» — o.s.v. ; det er som Rejsebeskrivelser om et fremmed Land. Saa det er dog fatalt!
«Er jeg en Sanger, (NB. jeg tilstaar en grumme liden) saa bør jeg jo vide
Kjærligheds smigrende Lyst,
Alt, hvad et Hjerte kan rumme og lide,
Burde jo tolke min Røst.»
Men alvorlig talt, troer du, jeg har den uheldige Beskaffenhed, at jeg aldrig kan blive forelsket? — En saa menneskelig Lyst og Smerte vilde jeg nødig vide mig lukket for. — Jeg bliver altid rørt over det Ord: menneskelig (ταλαɩπωϱος ἐγω άνϑϱωπος). Havde jeg Lenaus Faust, skulde du faae nok et Citat.
C. H.